I don't if I take much more emotional pain in my life. The weight of it on my mind each time I have to go through it just get more harder and harder to let go. I have really tried to stay positive about it and try to look on the bright side of things but I has gotten me no where but I'm still trying to be positive. I just got some sad news today that a really good friend I went to high school with died last month and I'm just finding out now. I never got a change to say goodbye and it hurts. I was just finally starting to let go of my adopted grandma's death and now this happens. I just don't know how much longer I can bare this. But I will try to forget the pain even if it hurts me more
Sorry if I'm bothering you all with my depressed mood. I just needed to get this all out even if it meant put it on a journal.
See ya....I guess.